Lazarus Saturday

Vincent Van Gogh (1853-1890)
The Resurrection of Lazarus

Lazarus Saturday is celebrated as one of the two feast days between the Fast of Lent and the Fast of Holy Week by the Orthodox Church. We often miss the importance of the chronological place of the miracle of Lazarus' raising. Jesus asks the most important question of His ministry when He arrives at Bethany and is greeted by the distraught sisters. "I am the resurrection and the life. The one who believes in me will live, even though they die; and whoever lives by believing in me will never die. Do you believe this?" In performing this miracle just before the events of Holy Week and His final arrest and crucifixion Jesus provided a theological context for all that would occur. It was rather like a movie trailer, says Luci Shaw. It was a preview of what would transpire because of what would transpire in the days to come. It was a promise to all of us that the dark days were the preface to resurrection and life forever!

hyacinths

Bought these hyacinths the other day without knowing what colour they will be. They haven't begun to emit the distinctive Spring aroma yet either. But one of these mornings we will arise to both colour and aroma. It's certain! Has Lent been a time when we have begun to emerge from the bulb in the ground state to a new life of promise and beauty? Will AnnaBeth's hyacinths be white? or pink? or ? What has been formed in you in your Lent emergence as you have dwelt on your finiteness, failures and futilities, on your humanness? Has the repenting of the season given you hope about the newness of your resurrection in Christ? The apostle Paul inspires us to forget what is past and to press on..
Let's look forward eagerly to what has been formed in the dark soil and now is ready to blossom and delight!

snow?

Snow? I'm not sure we were ready to face this first thing this morning! "Enough!" Right? How does this relate to Lent? Lent's season is rather long, isn't it? When will Easter ever arrive? When will we be able to declare "He is Risen!" And the Christian journey is sometimes like that as well. We struggle with our finiteness, our frailty, our failures and disappoint ourselves, those around us and, we're sure, God our Father. And yet we see progress as we consider where we've once been, how we've once been, and the new snowfall doesn't threaten weeks more of winter but rather it will melt by this afternoon. This is a lapse, not a condition. This was a trip, not a fall. This is a moment, not a while.
John, the Apostle, is blunt about sin. He declares that only self-deceived people say that they don't sin.  But he tells us that we have an Advocate with the Father when we do sin. He tells us that "if we confess our sins, He is faithful and just to forgive our sins and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness." (1 Jn 1.9)

morning prayer

O Lord and Maker of all things, from whose creative power the first light came forth, who did look upon the world’s first morning and see that it was good, I praise You for this light that now streams through my windows to rouse me to the life of another day.

I praise You for the life that stirs within me:

I praise You for the bright and beautiful world into which I go:

I praise You for earth and sea and sky, for scudding cloud and singing bird:

I praise You for the work You have given me to do:

I praise You for all that You have given me to fill my leisure hours:

I praise You for my friends:

I praise You for music and books and good company and all pure pleasures.

O You who Yourself are everlasting Mercy, give me a tender heart today towards all those whom the morning light brings less joy than it brings to me:

Those in whom the pulse of life grows weak:

Those who must lie abed through all the sunny hours:

The blind, who are shut off from the light of day:

The overworked, who have no joy of leisure:

The unemployed, who have no joy of labor:

The bereaved, whose hearts and homes are desolate:

And grant Your mercy on them all.

O Light that never fades, as the light of day now streams through these windows and floods this room, so let me open to You the windows of my heart, that all my life may be filled by the radiance of Your presence. Let no corner of my being be unillumined by the light of Your countenance. Let there be nothing within me to darken the brightness of the day. Let the Spirit of Him whose life is the light of men rule within my heart till eventide. Amen.

John Baillie

church and kingdom

We know that "church" has lost its contact with our neighbours, right? I meet regularly with couples wanting to be married, and they have simply no connection to church as the catalyst of religion and spirituality. What are your ideas about how the kingdom of God is arriving, God's future in our present, in a society where the church is not the obvious answer? This is not just an interesting question, but a desperate one. If we were to dismantle "church" and re-assemble some other gathering sort of community what would that look like? Should we? I love the church and all it has meant to me over the decades, but I need to ask about how to re-imagine church for a new day, so that it truly is the vehicle for God's arriving Kingdom. Can we start over somehow? 

Psalm 23 for lectio

The practice of "lectio divina" is a lovely way to meditate on Scripture. The passage is read (most helpfully aloud even if I am alone) slowly several times. As I read, I listen for something that impresses me in a new or renewed way. Then that thought, or image, or insight or whatever it attaches itself to becomes my focus. What is God saying to me? What will I do about it? Psalm 23 is a wonderful passage for lectio with its pastoral language and vivid language. I suspect that on this Friday as we near the end of Lent and reach the summit of Easter some of us would be refreshed by a meditation of this sort!

idols

Tim Keller, pastor of Redeemer Presbyterian Church in New York City is a wonderful contemporary thinker and communicator. In Lent we give up "idols." I found his instruction on this topic insightful: 

Tim Keller, Counterfeit Gods

What is an idol? It is anything more important to you than God, anything that absorbs your heart and imagination more than God, anything you seek to give you what only God can give….

The Bible sometimes speaks of idols using a marital metaphor. God should be our true Spouse, but when we desire and delight in other things more than God we commit spiritual adultery. Romance or success can become “false lovers” that promise to make us feel loved and valued. Idols capture our imagination, and we can locate them by looking at our daydreams. What do we enjoy imagining? What are our fondest dreams? We look at our idols to love us, to provide us with value and a sense of beauty, significance, or worth.

The Bible often speaks of idols using the religious metaphor. God should be our true Savior, but we look to personal achievement or financial prosperity to give us the peace and security we need. Idols give us a sense of being in control, and we can locate them by looking at our nightmares. What do we fear the most? What, if we lost it, would make life not worth living? We make “sacrifices” to appease and please or gods, who we believe will protect us. We look to our idols to provide us with a sense of confidence and safety.

The Bible also speaks of idols using a political metaphor. God should be our only Lord and Master, but whatever we love and trust we also serve. Anything that becomes more important and nonnegotiable to us than God becomes and enslaving idol. In this paradigm, we can locate idols by looking at our most unyielding emotions. What makes us uncontrollably angry, anxious, or despondent? What racks us with a guilt we can’t shake? Idols control us, since we feel we must have them or life is meaningless.

Whatever controls us is our lord. The person who seeks power is controlled by power. The person who seeks acceptance is controlled by the people he or she wants to please. We do not control ourselves. We are controlled by the lord of our lives.

What many people call “psychological problems” are simple issues of idolatry. Perfectionism, workaholism, chronic indecisiveness, the need to control the lives of others—all of these stem from making good things into idols that then drive us into the ground as we try to appease them. Idols dominate our lives.

• Consider the three metaphors of idolatry in Scripture. Which of these challenges you most?
• Using these categories, can you determine idols in your life? If not, are you willing to ask God to reveal them to you? Be careful, if you ask, He just might do it.